Sunday, August 23, 2015

What a waste...

Its been more than five years since I started my GMAT Prep. I've had two unpleasant endings with the GMAT exam thus far. I've been badly wounded without even fighting any battles yet. Every weekend,I make a resolve to kickstart my prep once again, my resolve wanes away with every hour I procrastinate. Now, I feel that I will never be able to climb over this hurdle.

Today, around mid Sunday morning and yet I am still procrastinating again. When will I learn ?
Am I going to walk all over my dreams of a quality business education, or am I going accomplish the seemingly impossible ? So what will it be ?

The odds are stacked against me, but I must keep my willingness to succeed alive. I have aged, my hair are thinning, falling and turning grey every minute. Every minute that I waste, I am living a compromised reality, because I haven't truly tried to succeed. Success must be baked with midnight oil, but I don't seem to turn my thoughts into action.

Today is Sunday, August 23rd  2015. More than a decade ago, in an August at another place, I felt the joys of my accomplishment. How the tides have turned, or how have I turned against myself ?
I know what is right for me, but still somehow I still fail to do it.

On a sleep deprived Sunday afternoon, I yet again make another resolve, that I shall succeed and once for all slay this GMAT.  Let the pomodoros begin, and lets take the pomodoro to 3 pomodoros in one sitting. GMAT prep has started again.